Cheers to the New.

My new venture, Deal Girl Big City is live. As in it has its own website.

We are going to the Melrose Trading Post, with mascot Sandy, on Sunday the 19th, rain or shine.

I am undoubtably ecstatic about this new venture, but also rather nervous about other parts of my life. After this job, for instance, I don't know what to do. I guess it happens with every job though. Plus in the past few months there have been some exciting (albeit stressful) changes happening in my life which have forced me more and more to look at the big picture and make sure the Little Deets still make me smile. Once I stop smelling the roses while walking down the street, things will get rough. Cheers to knowing that, right?

I don't even know if I want to stay in entertainment anymore. That isn't entirely true, but by the time I wrap, I will have been on this show for almost a year! A YEAR! That is almost unheard of in the reality television world and I don't know whether to be pissed of, anxious or happy about it. I am pissed off because I would rather be doing something else, anxious because we are on hiatus and I have no fucking clue what I am supposed to be doing half the time (my mantra has become "just look busy") and happy because I have a job.

My love life is pretty non existent because (womp womp) I have been (womp womp) holding onto something and I'm not quite sure if I even want to let it go. And you know what? That actually makes me pretty damn happy right now. The dude on the other side doesn't think I'm too shabby either, so that helps.
However I did meet a boy from NY at my old local dive last Friday which gave me some glimmer of hope that I can still meet a nice guy. They just can't live in/be from LA.

Oi vey.

BUT. I am having a great time with a new pup and decorating my new apartment which is ALL MY OWN. My nights are consumed with wine parties with neighbors and doggy play dates.

On a random side note I still wonder why people with cute dogs are rude when people gawk at them. Oh are you offended that I said hi to your dog first? My apologies. And now, I wonder why certain people just don't gawk at mine. She is too darn precious. Some people just have no soul I guess. Sucks for them!